NICU

NICU-- I was dealing with this girl who was driving me crazy at the time and
saw the cow palace show a day or two after i told her to split. she wasnt
handling it all that well and "appendages flailing, you're running at me,
ferociously, tenaciously, clawing at me...the devious gelatin holding me fast,
miraculous now you let me (loose, lose )(past, path?) meant a whole lot more
at that point.

would you please, make clear to me, appearing out through your opacity, and if
you do, n-i-c-u, forgive me if i dont sing in your key.

look back on those days when my life was a haze, the gelatin lay on the
truncated sleigh.. is a personal reference to pot smoking and not being in
control, or not using, the gelatin that holds one together.